I went back to the doctor this morning, turns out that i’m sick. I have laryngitis, viral pharyngitis, some bacteria that normally live my your stomach living in my throat, and herpangina. The one thing i don’t have is fucking herpes. Thank god. Despite the insistence of a couple of you, my dedicated readers, ::cough [...]
It’s like i’ve got herpes, but instead of herpes i’ve got one giant open wound that occupies my entire fauces. Also, everything else hurts. On the plus side though, i did watch hackers today. Something i certainly would not have done had i been feeling ok. Hackers is awesome.
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knew how to paint. He was classically trained. unfortunately i can’t find any of his student or extremely early works to demonstrate his pure technical skill, but here’s a picture from 1943 called she wolf:
(can you tell he was influenced by those mexican muralists?)
After his classical education and general frustration with his art he went [...]
last night i had a dream in which some ridiculously attractive natural redhead, with sort of wavy hair and stiletto almost knee-high black leather boots said “you’re so aleatoric, babe” and even though i don’t think she was talking to me, i’m really, really upset that i don’t remember the rest of the dream, because [...]
I saw someone picking their nose while i was driving home tonight. I was picking my nose at the same time, and she didn’t notice me i don’t think.
it made me feel warm in that we’re all so fucked in the same way kind of way.
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The burning rose again in his chest. An internal fire of visions unknown to the world floated behind his eyes, a fire that showed only in his slightly moistened eyes and almost hunched posture. He heard her words and managed to respond legibly, without slurring or deprecation, but the visions continued to pass. Fleeting glimpses [...]
I had a dog named mopsy. She was old and decrepit and generally falling apart at the seams. She lived with me for some 15 years. We’ve known that she was on the way out for a couple of years now, and for the most part have come to terms with it. In fact, we’ve [...]
Earlier there was an earthquake. Not a big one. Not even two seconds long, nothing broke. But sometimes it feels good to be reminded that everything old, and stable, and really (truly) fundamental… is just as ridiculous and shaky as two flies fucking on top of your ice cream sandwich.
Sometimes i feel like the webs [...]
generic update on my life number 1 (unless you include my one or two music blogs… but whatever you picky bastard).
The point is that i just set up my ‘public sg account’ and i realized “hey! i really like creating personalities for myself” i have no idea what kind of psychology this is reflective of. [...]
ridiculous term. i sit and i think and i am private. except that nothing that i think about is private.
“man is a social animal” -aristotle
even when living wholly for myself i desire other people. i don’t even know what purpose i serve anymore. i used to think that people who knew gradually became better people. [...]
